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From: To: "jeffrey E." <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Date: Fri, 24 Mar 2017 01:24:32 +0000 I cannot sleep. Also with all the goodwill it's impossible to stay positive. I think I'm going to move to the countryside, I cannot live in a city anymore. I need a family and someone taking care of me. The only person I wanted to be with doesn't even want to see me. I feel anxious, lonely, sad and heartbroken all at the same time II giomo Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 2:05 AM > ha scritto: I also have to leave my apartment in 2 weeks and have no place where to stay, 5 luggages, no revenue to rent an other apartment... wow II giomo Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:59 AM > ha scritto: Life is horrible II giomo Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:51 AM > ha scritto: And if he says yes but it's not paid for the first months ? I've got 4 months to live ( rent and living), then I'm dead. During these months that I have worked at Aida I've never went out once, I have no more social life and totally isolated myself from everyone. I'm only 22 and I feel I've completely lost my youth and my joy for life. I giomo Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:43 AM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: tell the photographer that you really want to learn and are willing to work harder than anyone hes ever seen, . I only wish you well. On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 8:40 PM, wrote: You wish me luck but you didn't lanswer at my message on what and how I should do for the job ? I have more the impression that you wish me the worse I giomo Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:35 AM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: do as you wish, i will not be there. if i were you i wouldnt spend any money on anything but essentials. . i do not intend to give you any more money.. I will be in europe for most of the next three weeks. I wish you luck , On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 7:15 PM, wrote: I'm booking my flight to NY I giomo Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 11:34 PM > ha scritto: Jeffrey for now with no degree I can only get internships in good companies thanks to my contacts in order to learn, not real jobs. Everyone I ask for a paid job tell me I need to finish my degree, except for you ( you don't want to hire me as well or help me find one) ! All the intemships/jobs good or bad I did since now I've always found them alone by myself. After asking everyone I know for a "real" paid job as you said the only options I have without a degree are: waitress, cleaner, babysitter or sales girl. I can't find any useful skills I can learn in those jobs that I haven't already learned before like being on time, humility and respect and no growth in a specific field of my interest. The only thing I see myself in is in the Art industry but you don't consider it as a "real job" . I find myself completely trapped in a situation where I can't find a way out and don't see a future... Sony if I'm writing you this but I'm panicking EFTA00714768 11 giomo Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:56 PM ha scr.tto: It's not whining, it's the truth I giomo Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:54 PM ha scritto: You didn't reply to my message I giomo Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:53 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: Whining On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 3:48 PM wrote: if I was smart and beautiful as you said I would be already successful and you would probably be with me instead of ignoring me. I don't even have a degree now I giomo Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 1:49 PM > ha scritto: I'm sure you might think that photography is not a real job but it can turn into one if I do it well. At the beginning I will earn no money with it since I have to learn and I will probably need to work in a shop or something to earn some money. My question is how do I learn by assisting a photographer if I work in a shop all day ?? How can I earn money to pay my rent and living and in the same time learn a new skill in order to grow in that specific field ? I'm not sure how I should manage this... I giomo Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 8:48 PM ha scritto: Ps: I am meeting with Jean Baptiste Huynh the photographer on Friday ( we went at his studio together once ). I think he is the perfect base to start with if I want to learn about photography specially for the use of light. He is excellent in this and I could learn a lot from him. I love his work I giomo Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 3:59 PM ha scritto: I am trying to do things differently in order to grow, build my identity and stand up on my own two feet as I said... You are the one person that has always been there for me and the only one I could really rely on. I just didn't expect you would let me go like this after everything... I would like to do something for you to show you my gratitude. I know I've lost a lot of time, patience of yours, credibility and made many mistakes by repeating the same wrong path over and over- I apologize for this. I will never be thankful enough. Thanks to you I've learned so many things that without your support I would have probably never known. You taught me so much about life and myself that I can only be thankful with you. I want to make you happy and I'm sorry I've disappointed you. It's by falling that one learns to walk and thanks to all of these mistakes that I have done over and over I've finally cleared up my mind and understood what are my real goals ( for real ) These are my goals: 1. Photography: Learning photography because it's my real passion ( after Jeffrey ) and I have an eye for it. Starting by becoming a photographer's assistant in order to master a camera, the light and learn all the basics. EFTA00714769 2. Next: being represented by Next as an influencer not just because of my name but as a professional photographer and promote my work or fashion brands. 3. Acting classes ( if possible) 4. Train regularly and keep a healthy lifestyle I will work hard in order to achieve these goals. I love you so much Jeffrey, I just want to make you happy and if there is anything I can give you or do for you please let me know. I mean it. II giorno Tue, Mar 21, 2017 alle 1:06 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gtn> ha scritto: 192457773.html . 1 instead of recognition of your responsibility , and ackowledgment of your wrongdoing. you continue to whine - poor me . how could you?. . to your family and me.. instead of keeping your word. , email after email saying NOW i realize that i must do somethings differently, I promise i will change , try etc. you continue on your own repeated path again and again. . I only wish you well. you want to be an influencer , you must excercise. . you know that , but eat instead. . you want to be a model you should probably do as most girls do and get their noses redone for photos.. . you didnt want a part time job, though temporaryy for fear of it becoming your life. all silly. you are smart and beautiful. you need to work On Tue, Mar 21, 2017 at 7:10 AM, wrote: I have never thought you would abandon me like this, ever. please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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