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From: To: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Date: Fri, 26 May 2017 16:33:58 +0000 When I first met you I had no sense of money and reality, had a different mentality and was in a different situation... My emotions took over my rational part and I became completely blind and stupid. I had different priorities. I was spending more time thinking about you, trying to find out if you cared for me or not and distracting myself going to parties instead of focusing how I would earn, manage my money and take my life seriously. I know it's entirely my fault and I blame no one but myself. Now that I took some distance and find myself in this situation, I understand how stupid and careless I was. Today I'm like most people asking for help, finding myself in a miserable place. To be honest I have no idea of why I should be different from them and as most people do in this situation if I was given an opportunity I would size it straight away and take it as seriously as possible in order to never fall again in this horrible place where I am now. I gave you all my reasons and motivations in my previous messages. I'm desperately looking to flourish and as Insaid to become the best version of myself. I would do anything for it. Now it's only up to you to decide. I don't know why I'm still asking for your help after all I have done or not done, I guess because hope is the strongest driving force that keeps people alive. I giomo Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 4:14 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: true, but what in the world does that have to do with anyone but yourself . typical. . there are many peopl that ask for help and most take it seriously, . still not sure why you think i should help you after all you have done and no done. On Fri, May 26, 2017 at 10:10 AM, wrote: Because I'll do anything to not let you down. I believe it's in the process of growing to stand up and fall, stand up and falling again and again until one day you stand up one more time and you don't fall anymore because you've learned how to walk. I giomo Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 4:04 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: Again - why should I On Fri, May 26, 2017 at 9:58 AM wrote: Because I've changed the way I perceive things in life and I believe I've matured in many different aspects. I've been working hard, earned some money, found myself and what I liked. It's already an achievement. I didn't write you "I need" or "I want" or "I promise". What I told you this time is to look at my actions and my relusts, nothing else. The fact that you didn't believe I wrote that message is the perfect example. I took time and dedication to write what I wrote and instead of saying: " good job, you've improved. I'm proud of you", you said: " I know you didn't write it" after I've spent 2hours on it. I giomo Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 3:29 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: makes little difference to me, im not sure why you think i should help you? yes you need it , yes you want it. but thats the same old story , over and over. each time exactly the same. i realize now. blah blah, this time is different blah blah, i promise blah blah , trust me blah blah, . i want i need I want i need On Fri, May 26, 2017 at 9:15 AM, wrote: Not sure if I should be flattered or offended but I'll take it as a compliment 11 giomo Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:54 PM > ha scritto: EFTA00696369 I've been writing, rewriting and correcting it in order to find the exact words and achieve perfection for almost 2 hours on my notes. I would never show this to anyone as it is for me extremely personal and heart-felt. II giorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:39 PM > ha scritto: I promise on my own Life that I just wrote it I giomo Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:38 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: who wrote that? tell the truth, as i know you had help On Fri, May 26, 2017 at 8:35 AM, wrote: Thank you for taking the time to think about it... I will not promise you anything but will let the actions speak by themselves. I would like to make you happy without causing you distress. If you ever decide to give me another chance, I will do my best not to let you down anymore not only for you but also to prove to myself that I can make it. It took time but finally I've understood that no one else is going to do it for me if I don't. After repeated mistakes and falling, I'm learning to see life with a different point of view shaped with discipline, learning, hard work and gratitude in order to achieve my goals and grow to become a better version of myself. I've been giving it a lot of thoughts and understood what life is really about. Nothing can be achieved without discipline and hardwork. I believe I'm ready to bring out the best of me in order to achieve concrete results by making a positive and meaningful change to my everyday life and apply your guidance with a serious and mature approach. I apologize one more time for my mistakes and misbehavior hoping I can move forward and never let it happen again. I giomo Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 11:59 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: i ;I think aabout it ,but this is the EXACT same story for at least the 5th time On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 5:53 PM, wrote: not true. I've asked you so many times "how are you"," What can I do for you", told you so many times that I'll do anything for you. I know it's never enough but I never receive an answer from you when I write you nice things or ask you what you would like. If I am being selfish right now it's becasue I'm in a difficult situation, want to prove you that I can make it and that I can keep my word. If you tell me what would YOU like or need, I'll do it, even after you told me you never loved me... Because I did. please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this communication in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to , and EFTA00696370 destroy this communication and all copies thereof, including all attachments. copyright -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 10:30 PM, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: AIwYs always about you and what you need or want On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 4:25 PM > wrote: I will not continue to argue for this story that happened 2 years ago. What's important is that I know my limits and what Pm capable of, I will not try to convince you to believe me if you don't. This is not the issue anyways... What I can tell you now is that I'm trying my best to do better but can't do this alone. I giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 9:39 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: Not as good as Ted essay you swore you wrote but lied On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2:57 PM > wrote: If not I will not be able to continue my journey. I wish I could continue to work in Paris and assist this amazing photographer. I'm struggling to find a house that I can rent in Paris and have to leave the place where I've been staying for more than a month that a friend landed me on June 1st. At least, I hope my written English has improved after all these messages... I giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:17 PM ha scritto: It was not the same situation and I was not earning money. I understood in which direction I want to go but can't do it alone. If you give me one month of trial I can keep track of all my expenses and show you how motivated I am to do better I giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:10 PM jeffrey E. > ha scritto: youve asked me the same questions 10 times , swore that this time was differeent t and then broke the agreements. each time I told you , if this continues you will lose me, it did and you did On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2:09 PM, > wrote: How can I prove you I'll keep my word ? Il giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:07 PM jeffrey E. > ha scritto: im not sure why you even think after all that you have done that i should help . many others that keep their word come first. On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2:06 PM, > wrote: I'm doing what you asked me to do and understand things better now but still I'm not able to support myself entirely. I'm trying EFTA00696371 I giomo Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:03 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: congragulations On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 1:59 PM, wrote: The difference is that I've never earned money before and never worked so hard. please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this communication in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to ,and destroy this communication and all copies thereof, including all attachments. copyright -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:57 PM, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: youve apolgized at least 12 times I have over 20 Im sorry , it wont happen again I PROMISE. this is just more of the same. . only last week you were screaming in the street. causing distress to everyone in my house. ringing the bell incessantly. jumping up and downd and yelling. . i have no idea , why you think that is how girls behave.. you pronised to take care of tyour money at least three times before. . i see no difference now. it is exaclty the same as before On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 1:51 PM, wrote: I apologize for everything I did. Today I've made my first invoice. I swear I'm doing my best to earn money, and learn things. I've never found myself in this situation before and it's entirely my fault. I know I've let you down so many times. How can I prove to you that I will keep my promise and continue working ? Tell me what results I should bring and I'll do it please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intendeda.'or the use of the addressee. It is the property of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited EFTA00696372 and may be unlawful. If you have received this communication in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to and destroy this communication and all copies thereof, including all attachments. copyright -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:32 PM, jeffrey E. [email protected]> wrote: you have told me the same story 3 times. each time you ask and then do as you please throw tantrums. scream. threaten . keep everyonein my house awake. . i asked you to keep track of the money the last three times. , you agreed. you agreed to take a part time jon and then quit after two weeks. . and then you scream that i should not have helped you , if i thought it was the wrong thing. . On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 1:10 PM, wrote: Jeffrey, I had no idea what was reality before. You started by sending me an incredible amount of money like 10k, sometimes 5k and then when I was going to school you were sending me 4K or 3k a month which I extremely appreciated but I wasn't prepared for it, I had really no idea at that time what was the value of money ending up doing stupid things and not taking life seriously. Even if I was told, everything seemed very abstract in my mind. Now that I collapsed I know. Now that I find myself in this situation, that I've started working and earning some, I understand how hard it is and how much work there is behind and wish everyday I knew this before... I don't earn a house and the money I earn doesn't even cover the rent even though I'm working. Jeffrey, I did understand the lesson. I beg you, please forgive me. I need your help. I'm drowning, I'm not able to support myself all alone. II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 6:05 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation®gmail.com> ha scritto: no, that is the same amount that i gave you before, the same amount that you screamed I dont care if i spend all the money you gave me on tickets to new york. . the same amount that you promised to account for but broked your promise, the same amount that most people make wroking full time. On Wed, Ma 24, 2017 at 10:22 AM wrote: Would that be ok for you ? EFTA00696373 II giorno Tue, May 23, 2017 alle 9:27 AM ha scritto: 2000 : 1500 rent + 500 food, for the rest I will earn it. I giorno Mon, May 22, 2017 alle 6:26 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: how much money do you need.? a month On Mon. May 22, 2017 at 10:08 AM, MMIlla> wrote: True. I have no excuses. The only thing I can tell you is that I'm trying to do better by learning from my mistakes in order to not repeat them. I've waisted my time by going to parties instead of being serious. Everything was confused in my mind and I didn't really know what path to take, it's very easy to get lost when you are young, specially into fake illusions. Still now, I'm trying to understand myself and who I am. I believe it takes time and it's different from person to person. Now little by little I've started to focus more. I'm starting to understand real life, what are my priorities and things that really matter. Here are some actual facts: I've started to earn some money ( which I've never did before ) which I believe it's already a small accomplishment. I did some babysitting and after 2 paid trial days ( 250 euros per day ) shooting for Vogue and Dior, I've got hired by one of the best fashion photographers called Paolo Roversi to be his assistant ( paid job ). I'm very happy and excited to work and learn from him which is better than any photography school. I'm ready to work as long as I need to in order to build my skills and stand out in that field. I think I've achieved some results and gained some value if I compare myself 2 years ago from now. Thanks to you I had the possibility to make many interesting experiences like Ferragamo in China and Alaiia in Paris. Even though I didn't get hired from them, those experiences allowed me to understand what I like and what I don't like and shaped in part the person I am. Thanks to the Aida internship and my passion for photography I am now working with Paolo Roversi doing what I really like. However even EFTA00696374 though I work hard and I am paid I cannot fully support myself to pay a rent and my living in Paris. I really would like to continue through this path, I feel it's the right one but I need your help, your support and your advices because I cannot make it by myself. I promise I will use my money wisely without throwing it away into futilities like parties and holidays because I want to grow and build my skills, my carrier and hopefully my future self. II giomo Mon, May 22, 2017 alle 11:50 AM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: its easy, go through the last two years of emails that you have sent me . search for the word "sorry" . or phrase "I'm sorry, On Sun, May 21, 2017 at 9:22 AM, wrote: I truly apologize for my mistakes and behavior in the last 2 years. Please tell me what I should do and I'll do it. What results should I bring ? I'll do anything for it. I cannot make it through Life without you. You are the only person who can guide me, I've got no one else. II giomo Sun, May 21, 2017 alle 3:07 PM jeffrey E. leevacation®gmail.com> ha scritto: No nothing. - tantrums , crisis after crisis good bye On Sun, May 21. 2017 at 8:25 AM Ina> wrote: I have a last question. What happened about Cartier and school was 2 years ago. I apologized many times and you know how sorry I was and I am. You forgave me and we kept talking to each other. Exactly 6 months ago,In November we saw each other in Paris and everything was normal. Just after, when I started working EFTA00696375 for Alda you started distancing yourself with no reason, recalling something that happened 2 years ago. My last question is: What did I do in November to diserve this ? Is it because I told you I was sad we didn't sleep together the last time I saw you ? Because it's since that moment that everything became weird. Please tell me the truth II giomo Sun, May 21, 2017 alle 2:05 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation®gmail.com> ha scritto: stealing the car, lying about knowing how to drive ( which you also did ). at some point the kid says , yes I DID IT i have no one to blame but myself. please dont write me anymore I find it painful to read On Sun, May 21, 2017 at 7:57 AM. wrote: Maybe the kid was just looking for a reaction in order to have closer guidance, not only by having someone telling him but having someone teaching him. II giorno Sat, May 20, 2017 alle 11:58 AM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: quite the contrary you tell the child , you dont know how to drive it takes time to leamn the kid STEALS the car and crashes it. . you forgive him , you tell him his actions have consequences , but he steals the car again, runs over some other kids , and then whines that he doesnt know how to drive.. On Fri, May 19, 2017 at 4:53 PM, EFTA00696376 m> wrote: I have never said that. You are so used in manipulating people that you constantly have to twist the sentences your way. What I said is that you don't let a child drive alone a car that YOU gave him and let him go faster when he doesn't know how to drive just because he is having fun when you are aware he is going to crash BUT you don't kick him out of the car either. You sit next to him and you teach him how to drive by turning the steering weel if he goes off track and pulling the break if you need to ( you can't do that through a phone or by email). What you have done after giving the car to the kid is kicking him out after he drove to fast leaving him alone with no car in the middle of the highway saying "I wish you well" knowing he is going to die hitted by another car. End of the story: the kid is obviously happy and grateful he received a car as a gift because without it he couldn't have drove until where he is now. However he cannot continue the journey stranded on a highway. II giomo Thu, May 18, 2017 alle 3:18 PM jeffrey E. [email protected] > ha scritto: I have left paris for california. I wish you EFTA00696377 well. I have little reason to trust anything you say. after many times promises agreements. pledges all broken. To suggest that my giving in to your crying , whing, and stupidity , was the wrong thing to do . and I should have not helped earlier is typical of your convoluted way of thinking please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of JEE Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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