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From: To: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Date: Mon, 19 Mar 2018 20:00:55 +0000 I'm not everyone. On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 19:15, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: Everyone does On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 2:50 PM wrote: I told you I'm to dumb to make any money. I just want someone who takes care of me. That's it. On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 18:33, > wrote: Actually there is a big difference between me and a drug addict. When I'm in a comfortable situation doing everything I like with nothing to worry about and with someone I love I don't feel any need to escape. I don't want to be left on my own. A drug addict feels the need to escape even in the most comfortable and stress free situation. The other difference is that the state and the situation that I want to reach is perfectly reachable in real life and most of it can be solved with money (except for love). Contrary, with drugs you escape in a totally fictional world that doesn't exist in real life and the only way to go back to it is taking more drugs. II giorno Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 5:19 PM > ha scritto: I've never took any drugs in my life and don't drink any alcohol. I just get board of "normal" life and makes me fall into depression I giomo Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 5:01 PM ha scritto: I don't find any joy of living a shitty Life. Actually I think no one does but it's worse when you've seen what's better because it's impossible to go back I giorno Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 4:59 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: the drug addict mantra -exactly congragulations On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 12:57 PM, 't: IMIla> wrote: For what regards the coralation of escaping real life I agree. I have no intention of living a shity life. It makes me fall into depression. Specially when you've seen what's better. I prefer to escape or not to live at all I giorno Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 4:50 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drugs_andprostitution On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 12:39 PM, cza wrote: Drug addicts don't make any money. On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 16:38, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: EFTA00854711 drug addicts are just another type of hooker. . they are the same , the unwillingess to deal with the real world . nothing more If you quit work . your apt ends the next day On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 12:09 PM, wrote: I will never take drugs. I don't believe in love anymore after you, I've lost all hopes and I'm already fucked mentally so it's going to be easy for me. It's a job like another in the end. You said to me I don't have to like what I do and my only purpose should be to earn money. So between being a waitress and a hooker I earn more money by being a hooker I giomo Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 3:58 PM ha scritto: I'm already destroyed mentally I giomo Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 3:57 PM Jeffrey E. leevacation®gmail.com> ha scritto: childish tantrums again again and again. unlikely that you will get a disease at 9 to 5 work, unlikely you will be destroyed mentally at 9 to 5. you are just a lazy . and always believe that you are owed a life and support no matter what you do. . I find your limited choices-a confirmation of your bratiness nothing more On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 11:54 AM, wrote: If I have to choose between being a waitress and earning 1000pounds a month and a hooker I prefer to be a hooker. There is no joy in both jobs but at least with the second one I'd be able to survive since this is my only mission in life. I giomo Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 3:48 PM ha scritto: I don't give a shit about life anymore. I giomo Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 3:44 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: sad to hear, that youre only solution is so sordid. shows how stupid you really are sorry On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 11:43 AM, > wrote: I never had these values and never had thought I would say this but I have no choice since I'm not able to earn money to support myself with a normal job, I can't follow my passions and you don't allow me to pursue my dreams. You said the opportunity to learn has passed so I've got nothing else left. I giomo Mon, Mar 19, 2018 alle 3:34 PM jeffrey E. [email protected]> ha scritto: certainly not what anyone had in mind, they had in mind that you would not lie steal cheat be dishonest and work hard, but... if the only alternative is to be a hooker that tells me all i need to know about your values psychology and irrationilaity On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 11:23 AM, wrote: EFTA00854712 This is what will happen to me since you decided to abandon me. This is not really what I had in mind for my future... On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 13:53, wrote: I've already learned this and I've also learned that I'm not able to make any money to support myself in this way. If the goal is just making money which I don't even make by being a waitress I'd rather become a sex worker. At least I will learn to give good blow jobs and make money since you don't want to take care of me. I also no I don't want to find another boyfriend because I don't like anyone else besides you. On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 13:22, > wrote: Be a waitress to become what ??! What is the goal behind doing this ? On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 13:17, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: so be a waitrress. or a stewardess on a yacht. or work for a charity. in africa. or work in a hotel. you chose this life. . your mother was agree about othr things. i may have been a small part , but you told me otherwise as usuall more funcking lies On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 9:12 AM, wrote: Are you kidding me ?? You have no idea what I had to hear from my mother of me being with you and that was one of the main reasons we fighted among many others. I am not able to make money and support myself by working in an office 9 to 5. Everyone is different. I am not a business women and never will be. On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 13:03, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: just more whining. when you realiezn you have to work JUST like everyone else I take no revenge it is horribkle to see your state tha you made for yourself. but you made it . you should have worked years ago. you would have been through the tough tinme. but as usaul you didnt follow advice. . I know you lied about the reaosns your mother was mad at you. more fucking lies. you told me it was about me, when it was really about something entirily difemt BUt you cant help yourslef Bullshitting me On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 8:56 AM, > wrote: Your answer just demonstrates how unloving your are towards me. Gender class was a required class that I needed in order to complete my degree. I never chose it. "Now you just pay the price" makes me understand that EFTA00854713 you don't want me to flourish and you just want the worse for my future. I'm wasting my youth and all the best opportunities ahead of me because I need to pay the price of your revenge. You don't see me since 2 years and I can promise you I've grown a lot, you don't even know all the shit I had to go through. And all this just to pay the price of your revenge doing things that don't lead anywhere. You say I need to work to survive but working in an office 9 to 5 doesn't even gives me the money to support myself. So what's the point ?? I will never be able to make money that way because I'm not an office type of girl, I don't have the capacity and I'm not smart enough to make money businesswise. On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 11:54, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: i have no interestg in hearing the same bullshit over and over. you have to work to survive. that is life. finding something you enjoy comes MUCH LATER . after you work. sorry, you refulsed to learn in school. you took ridcuulous courses. on gender. . now you pay the price. On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 7:51 AM, wrote: I don't o out anymore. It's not in my interest and you can ask how anti social I became. I just want to grow ydoing something I'm passionate about in order to flourish and it's only in this way that I will be able to get ahead grow and learn. Now I'm just wasting my time AGAIN because I'm doing something that makes absolutely no sense. On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 11:48, jeffrey E. [email protected]> wrote: they can do that as a RESULT of their dedication , truthfulness. and doing as they are told. you didnt , dont. and continue to whine. so . you have what you deserve. no more no less wrote: Your girls in NY are also adults BUT they take art classes which I suppose it's something they like. Of course I want to grow but what's the point of being driven by something you don't like ? I am not a business women. I need to do something artistic. I know myself. I don't give a shit about parties, this was 3 years ago On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 11:29, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: EFTA00854714 driven by something you like is the essecnce of childishness. . you are an adult. you should be driven by getting ahead grwoing learning. instead you want more of what you like. parties. etc. SAME OLD SHIt On Mon, Isela1 8.7 M wrote: I proposed it because I love decorating houses. If I'm driven by something I like, I do it well and it gives purpose to my life. At the moment I'm doing things that I hate with absolutely no purpose or goals. Not very motivating... On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 11:18, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: typical I ask you a question and you ignore it. but try to find a reason not to work . would have been better had you given me names of decorators. but , no you are only focused on yourself and your very predicatgale situation. On Mon, Mar 19, 2018 at 7:01 AM, wrote: I can be your decorator On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 10:59, jeffity E. lea®gmail.com> wrote: to survive. that is all. your lies . cheating and stubbornness as brought you to the only place of could have. and you were warned time and time again that this would be the outcome if you continues to act like a spolied brat. . you made the decisions that brought you to this shit On Mon, Mar 19 2018 at 6:56 AM, wrote: I don't even know why am I doing this On Mon, 19 Mar 2018 at 10:51, Minn wrote: I hate working in an office 9 to 5. I'm not even earning enough EFTA00854715  money to support myself. I'm so upset please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of JEE Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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