EFTA01768784.pdf

From: Sent: Tuesday, October 9, 2012 12:32 AM To: JE Jail =OA Thanks for meeting with me. You look good. <=iv class="MsoNormal">Nothing to do with money or helping me„ and more i=portant than anything we talked about is just being reminded that you ar= not the bad guy. It's easy to forget when we don't meet=or even talk for months, unless there is a problem. The more time passes=by, the more I could use a reminder that you are not the man people desc=ibe and attack. I always vehemently defend you, but then I go home and l=admittedly have trouble justifying the same accusations to myself. I thi=k the effects of what happened just hit me recently and I wake up with n=ghtmares about girls and police. I'm sorry if my emails were agg=essive. I find myself in a weird position that I can't discuss wit= anyone else, and I'm not sure how to explain it without soundin= like a victim. That's not my intention at all and I don*=99t want to make you feel guilty. I do feel guilty about my role and I a= really just looking for a reminder that you are the same kind guy I met= who would not knowingly hurt people. Seeing you helps. Can you understa=d that? 1 EFTA_R1_00078916 EFTA01768784