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From: To: Jeffrey Epstein <[email protected]> Subject: Re: annotated Date: Mon, 13 Dec 2010 18:32:43 +0000 i'm digesting what you said. i see from your response that the perspective that i put on you has been so off. my feelings and high regard are as present as ever. On Dec 12, 2010, at 8:50 PM, Jeffrey Epstein wrote: onestly jeffrey my perspective on you and I and what was possible was always different from yours .. Yes, i believe it takes work, generousity and education. I think. From the chime of your email, I take that you wanted me to develop a career for myself that would lead me to independence. I wanted you to focus on things other than yourself. I'd put it that I wanted to develop my self and from that establish a position , establishing a position means working hard at learning a skill. do something of value, value as you see value„ something that brought value to others. only after it brought value to you.On the contrary, you always told me there was a short cut to success , bullshit„ i said you were always l000king for a shortcut, you should go to school, you said it would take too long and that I shouldn't ever work for anyone other than you, I said if you focus was on me , you would not have to worry„ instead you focused on you , that it didn't make sense. This was the dominant thesis for the better part of ten years.. it wasthe thesis that you lied repeatedly got caught„ And though with initial resistance, a resistance that is once again fundamental , i took on and advocated your template of thought. your memory is obviouslly faulty, My perspective came from that of a woman who quite simply was in love with you and saw you as that type of partner, partners share responsiboilty, not merely take . not as a prize in need of buying, something much more real and simple. In my eyes, and the eyes of many others you took my maidenhood and in exchange for that there was some contribution on your part to assist me in cultivating the greater part of my life. A different kind of humaneness is invoked I suppose. You have followed your own path , against all my advice, I may well be completely wrong with this, but in the spirit of abject honesty, to be quite frank, I don't think your antics serve you and I never wholeheartedly did. why should i care what you think about my antics, your have not delievered on any promise you have made to either me or yourself . It is ironic that you eulogize those that support it and contribute to it, but on your most intimate level , a place that I'd venture to say, I may well have touched, I think it leaves you feeling depleted. Once again , you read into things that you wouldlike to belive, however, those that have helped me , i respect immensaly, Balance and equilibirim in life is essential for wholeness What do you know? you read books, and what do you know abouit balance, you only take, and the move in Paris, though I remain sorry for any behavior on my part that engendered negativity, aniliated that sense. To have it yes, no doubt, you need it but I think„ thinking is easy doing is difficult. please try to not tell me what i need,but do somethingthat gets your life in order. you also need a caring that is different from that which you perpetually seek, both pleasure and emotional security in the long run are better when they are not bought. These ideas are trite, i might well be wrong with all of this, in fact i'm happy to be wrong. that is ok. I think you are an extraordinary person, and i'll always hold you as nothing other than most special and' truly wonderful!' The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for EFTA00899750 the use of the addressee. It is the property of Jeffrey Epstein Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this communication in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to [email protected], and destroy this communication and all copies thereof, including all attachments. EFTA00899751