EFTA02651092.pdf

From: Sent: Tuesday, May 2, 2017 10:20 PM To: Jeffrey E. Subject: Re: All the trains have left. I have no future, no degree, no talent,=no love, no dreams, no hope. I'm worthless <=iv> II giorno Tue, May 2= 2017 alle 11:27 PM <mailto > ha scritto: But I guess since I'm not born Russian= smart and beautiful I don't deserve all this. Maybe in an other life =ill be luckier, smarter and hopefully all my dreams will come trueQ=A0 II giorno Tue =a 2, 2017 alle 11:11PM <mailto » ha scr=tto: I'm not suggest=ng this at all, I was saying the exact opposite. I wish I had the same goa=s of her, without worrying about the rent, being happy everyday and living=in the coolest city of the world. II giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 11:04 PM jeffrey E. «= href="mailto:[email protected]" target="_blank">jeevacation@gmail=com> ha scritto: sug=esting that others goals are less valuable than yours is typic=l of you , think about yourself On Tue, May 2, 2017 =t 4:57 PM, <mailto > wrote:<=r> Why is 22 to late ? You say tha= I took silly classes which I agree but none of the classes I've done =ere chosen by me ( except for the film class ) for example is 24 ye=rs old and her only preoccupation in Life is how much she will get at her =ext toefl exam... II g=orno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:49 PM =gt; ha scritto: I rememb=r when Parsons was my first choice you told me " it's for black p=ople" II gi=rno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:48 PM <mailto > &=t; ha scritto: EFTA_R1_01892274 EFTA02651092  Except for the=film class II giorno T=e, May 2, 2017 alle 10:47 PM <mailto » ha=scritto: I took the clas=es you asked me to take II giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:46 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]&g=; ha scritto: you had not tak=n any real classes , get over it, you have refused=advice , taken help for granted, lied about school took =illy classes. and then complain On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 4:23 PM, <mailto > wrote: If I had continued my school, in January 2018 = would have had my degree. Now I will be a babysitter forever... II giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle =0:13 PM <mailto > ha scritto: For how long should I babysit now th=t I found this job ? 1= giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:12 PM <=a» ha scritto: I tol= you I'm babysitting already 12hours per day. Isn't it good?? II giorno Tue May 2 2017 =Ile 10:10 PM <mailto > ha scritto: Babysitting is a paied job... w=y isn't it real work ?? What is real work ? I promise I'm co=fused... very confused II giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:07 PM ha scritto: Sorry for the outburst... I just would like a bit of moral support till =he next train arrives. I'm a bit confused now on what you meant for &q=ot;real work"... I thought it was a paied job but maybe I'm wrong=l don't, I'm lost 2 EFTA_R1_01892275 EFTA02651093  II giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 9:59 PM > ha scritto: You've always told me "Real work means getting paied"0=A0 II iorno Tue, May =, 2017 alle 9:56 PM <mailto > ha scritto:=br> Isn't babysitting a =eal job since it is paied ?? What do you mean for a "real job" ?= II giorno Tue, =ay 2, 2017 alle 9:54 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:jeevacation@gmail=com» ha scritto: =blockquote class="gmail_quote" style="margin:0 0 0 .8ex;border-left:lp= Ifccc solid;padding-left:lex"> I have told you what i thought for year=. you disregarded most of what i said ,and did what you =anted. keep askiinv everyone for real work. =C20 . ten trains left the station. =C20 you were asked to get on each one of the ten. , yo= whined no i dont want to. now i dont know when the next=train is coming, its that simple On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 3:44 PM, <mailto > wrote: I know it didn't just happen and I assume =y responsibilities.. Does this means that I should stay in this situation =orever because of my previous mistakes ? I'm starting to underst=nd how life works.. it's not easy, actually it's very scary and wi=d. I feel like I've been thrown in a jungle all of a sudden surrounded=by lions. You've always told me that school is unusfull and internship= ( even if in good companies, like I've always found ) as well since t=ey are not paied so it was a waste of time. Now I'm working very hard =s a babysitter from 8am to 8pm, a paied job ( the kind of job you've a=ways told me to do) and assisting the photographer when I can in order to =earn something interesting ( babysitting is not very interesting and it -t=;s taking most of my time and energy) but it's paied... How long shout= I work as a babysitter in order to be successful ? Do you think this is g=tting me on the right path ? II giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 3:25 PM Jeffrey E. <jeevacation®gmail.com>=ha scritto: parties instead o= skills. travel instead of being serious at school, mang=ni, U of P. . basic math , from two ye=rs ago. no attempt. . I m very sorry to hear how difficu=t you are finding things. at some time you will ha=e to recognzie the role you played in getting here. it d=dnt just happen. On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 8:27 AM, <mailto > wrote: I've asked everyone I knew. The only real paying job I found=is babysitter (which I'm doing), I've got no real qualifications a=d skills for companies to hire me. The reason I don't speak to my moth=r is because I defended you. 3 EFTA_R1_01892276 EFTA02651094  II giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 1:39 PM jeffrey E. =It;jeevacation@=mail.com <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto: =orry to hear about grandmother. . all =he rest is merely the result of your actions. not taking=school seriouslyu when you had the chance. . fighting with you= mother. . prioritizeing parties . instead of work and future.=C2. breaking every deal you had with me including lying about the =chool i had paid for . keep asking for work, =you will find some. On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 7:29 AM <mailto > wrote: Does wishing me well means not taking any news from me=at all ? Here is a little brief of what happened to me in the last month a=d this period that you've "wished me well" : I saw my grandm=ther dying in front of me ( one of the most painful things I've ever e=perienced ), dealing with doctors, funerals, had to move tones of st=ff alone from my house without knowing where to go and still now sle=ping on a coach without a room on my own ( my mother rented my room for a =ear in Rome so I don't even have a real home where to go ) Working 12h=per day as a babysitter in order to earn some money because it's the o=ly paying job I found without a degree after asking everyone I knew. In ad=ition trying to keep up with the photographer.. I promise I'm trying m= best to be strong and stay positive but managing all this alone at 20 yea=s old with no moral support and a broken heart is hard, specially after I&=39;ve loved you so much with every part of myself and still do now... (I g=ess this is the reason you've pushed me away). Anyways I don't wan= to whine but just let you know that even in this hard situation I'm d=ing the best I can to grow and survive. I love you II giorno Mon, May 1, 2017 alle 1:40 PM je=frey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: sorrry, do you think this is some type of threat to me.0=A0 ! . I wish you well. at least for now. .=C* so sending me multiple emails ( which i have just seen )=or messages. is not in your interest. You find yourself =n the position that is a result of your own actions. - no more no le=s. I am confident that you will find a path on your own..C240 i remind you that if i receive one more bad email , =C* you will not speak to me for ONE YEAR. . =C* Im sure you will find work On Sun, Apr 30, 2017 at 5:1= PM, jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» wrote: I'm in the Middle East 0 PRis in 10=days . Bad internet On Sun, Apr 3=, 2017 at 4:58 PM <mailto > wrote: 4 EFTA_R1_01892277 EFTA02651095  I'll take a plane tmrw to New York ( = don't care if I spend all my money for this) and even if you are not =here, I'll wait every single day in front of your house until you'=l be back (at this point I don't mind to sleep in the street, I don L=;t have a house anyways). I need to speak to you please note confidential, may be=attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is i=tended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of JEE<=r>Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any =art thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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