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From: To: Jeffrey <[email protected]> Subject: Date: Mon, 25 Dec 2017 15:19:59 +0000 Got a long massage from (translating from russian): "I got in trouble. On Saturday I went to s dermatologist for a cosmetic procedure and my face looked horrible afterwards (swollen and blood spots). JE wrote to me asking to Skype. My first reaction was self defensive as I was very afraid that my face would scare him and he would get confused. As a woman I didn't want him to see me like this. Therefore, I replied that I was at my grandmother's and that the reception was bad. In reality, I was on on my way to my girlfriend's house and my Dad was supposed to pick me up to and take me to my grandmother. I lied without even realizing it and when he started calling me I responded but couldn't admit that I wasn't at my grandmother's house. I recognize now that I lied to him, but i didn't have bad intentions. I didn't want to undermine my reputation and really regret it. I ask you as a women and as my friend to give me a piece of advice or help me. I don't know what to do. I am very embarrassed and hurt that I behaved so stupid. I respect the boss so much and don't want to loose the job! It has been my dream and my goal. I am only human and have my drawbacks. I never wanted to harm anyone. I am trying to improve myself. Please help me! I don't know how to lie and that's why it was so obvious. It was my defense response, I wouldn't do it if I was thinking clearly. I am feeling very embarrassed as I have been trying so hard to prove myself to JE and you. I was never sneaky and always gave myself to work 100%. I always followed the instructions. I cannot calm down and I am asking you as a human being to understand me and to help me! EFTA00937206