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From: To: "Jeffrey E." <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Date: Tue, 02 May 2017 22:20:29 +0000 All the trains have left. I have no future, no degree, no talent, no love, no dreams, no hope. I'm worthless I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 11:27 PM > ha scritto: But I guess since I'm not bona smart and beautiful I don't deserve all this. Maybe in an other life I'll be luckier, smarter and hopefully all my dreams will come true II giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 11:11 PM > ha scritto: I'm not suggesting this at all, I was saying the exact opposite. I wish I had the same goals of her, without worrying about the rent, being happy everyday and living in the coolest city of the world. 11 giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 11:04 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: suggesting that others goals are less valuable than yours is typical of you , think about yourself On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 4:57 PM, > wrote: Why is 22 to late ? You say that I took sill classes which I agree but none of the classes I've done were chosen by me ( except for ) MINI for example is 24 years old and her only preoccupation in Life is how much she will get at her next toefl exam... I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:49 PM > ha scritto: I remember whera was my first choice you told me " it's for black people" I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:48 PM > ha scritto: Except for I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:47 PM > ha scritto: I took the classes you asked me to take I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:46 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: you had not taken any real classes , get over it, you have refused advice , taken help for granted, lied about school took silly classes. and then complain On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 4:23 PM, < > wrote: If I had continued my school, i I would have had my degree. Now I will be forever... I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:13 PM ha scritto: For how long should a now that I found this job ? Il iomo Tue, Ma 2, 2017 alle 10:12 PM ha scritto: I told you I' already 12hours per day. Isn't it good?? EFTA01047619 11 giorno Tue. May 2, 2017 alle 10:10 PM ha scritto: is a paied job... why isn't it real work ?? What is real work ? I promise I'm confused... very confused II giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 10:07 PM ha scritto: Sorry for the outburst... I just would like a bit of moral support till the next train arrives. I'm a bit confused now on what you meant for "real work"... I thought it was a paied job but maybe I'm wrong I don't, I'm lost I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 9:59 PM ha scritto: You've always told me "Real work means getting paied" IIgiorno Tue, Ma 2 2017 alle 9:56 PM ha scritto: Isn't a real job since it is paied ?? What do you mean for a "real job" I giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 9:54 PM jeffrey E. [email protected]> ha scritto: I have told you what i thought for years. you disregarded most of what i said ,and did what you wanted. keep askiinv everyone for real work. . ten trains left the station. you were asked to get on each one of the ten. , you whined no i dont want to. now i dont know when the next train is coming, its that simple On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 3:44 PM, wrote: I know it didn't just happen and I assume my responsibilities.. Does this means that I should stay in this situation forever because of my previous mistakes ? I'm starting to understand how life works.. it's not easy, actually it's very scary and wild. I feel like I've been thrown in a jungle all of a sudden surrounded by lions. You've always told me that school is unusfull and internships ( even if in good companies, like I've always found ) as well since the are not aied so it was a waste of time. Now I'm working very hard as from 8am to 8pm, a paied job ( the kind of job you've always told me to do) and assistin the hotographer when I can in order to learn something interesting is not very interesting and it's takin most of my time and energy) but it's paied... How long should I work as in order to be successful ? Do you think this is getting me on the right path ? Il giomo Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 3:25 PM jeffrey E. [email protected]> ha scritto: parties instead of skills. travel instead of being serious at school, mangoni, . basic math , from two years ago. no attempt. . I m very sorry to hear how difficult you are finding things. at some time you will have to recognzie the role you played in getting here. it didnt just happen. EFTA01047620 On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 8:27 AM, "rcl l> wrote: I've asked everyone I knew. The only real paying job I found is (which Pm doing), I've got no real qualifications and skills for companies to hire me. The reason I don't speak to my mother is because I defended you. I giorno Tue, May 2, 2017 alle 1:39 PM Jeffrey E. leevacation®gmail.com> ha scritto: sorry to hear about a . all the rest is merely the result of your actions. not taking school seriouslyu when you had the chance. . fighting with your mother. . prioritizeing parties . instead of work and future. breaking every deal you had with me including lying about the school i had paid for . keep asking for work, you will find some. On Tue, May 2, 2017 at 7:29 AM, wrote: Does wishing me well means not taking any news from me at all ? Here is a little brief of what happened to me in the last month and this eriod that ou've "wished me well" : I saw ( one of the most ainful things I've ever experienced ), , had to move tones of stuff alone from my house without knowing where to go and still now sleeping on a coach without a room on my own ( my mother so I don't even have a real home where to go ) Working 12h per day as in order to earn some money because it's the only paying job I found without a degree after asking everyone I knew. In addition trying to keep up with the photographer.. I promise U trying my best to be strong and stay positive but managing all this alone at 20 years old with no moral support and a broken heart is hard, specially after I've loved you so much with every part of myself and still do now... (I guess this is the reason you've pushed me away). Anyways I don't want to whine but just let you know that even in this hard situation doing the best I can to grow and survive. I love you I giorno Mon, May 1, 2017 alle 1:40 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: sorrry, do you think this is some type of threat to me. ! . I wish you well. at least for now. . so sending me multiple emails ( which i have just seen ) or messages. is not in your interest. You find yourself in the position that is a result of your own actions. - no more no less. I am confident that you will find a path on your own. i remind you that if i receive one more bad email , you will not speak to me for ONE YEAR. . Im sure you will find work On Sun, Apr 30, 2017 at 5:18 PM, jeffrey E. <[email protected]> wrote: in the Middle East 0 PRis in 10 days . Bad intemet On Sun, Apr 30, 2017 at 4:58 PM > wrote: EFTA01047621  I'll take a plane tmrw to New York ( I don't care if I spend all my money for this) and even if you are not there, I'll wait every single day in front of your house until you'll be back (at this point I don't mind to sleep in the street, I don't have a house anyways). 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