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To: aEpsteinfieevacation©gmail.com] From: Sent: Sun 6/9/2013 8:37:45 AM Subject: Re: I am thankful for many things. I remember both the good and the bad very well. I appreciate what you have done and this conversation does not affect that. I remember. I am saying the way you treat me now is not what you promised and it's also not good enough, considering the consequences I am left to deal with. You seem to enjoy repeating the notion that I think 'the world owes me something' — I have not addressed it before because I thought is was just another dramatization and you couldn't actually mean it, but I'd like to avoid you putting words in my mouth and later saying it was 'mentioned 50 times; The world doesn't owe me anything. I only think you, owe me what you promised. There is a difference. Nobody else made promises and reneged on deals with me. Only you. Again — not taking away from all the other helpful things you did - this is the other side of the story. You wrote: "I woudl like to imagine that that you would have done quite well without my help. but frankly, so far , it doesn;t really appear that way, does it, ?" - I told you about the flying car deal potentially worth millions, that I spent months negotiating and working on - without your help. I just got the news that the whole deal is now off because of the press caused by you, and this is your response... No 'I am sorry, how can I help', but 'it doesn't appear you have done all that well' - Are you serious? You focus on my lifestyle when I met you, at 18... The fact is back then I was actually well ahead of my peers. The more time I spent with you and put my own life and aspirations on hold, the further behind I fell, until I started flying (the last year of our relationship). I was a teenager in love. You were 51. I made some stupid decisions by following your lead because I didn't know better. You assured me you knew what you were doing. Yet I spent our last years together waking up in panic every morning to quickly scroll through my phone mailbox and hope there isn't another angry email from you pointing out how I displeased you again. Regardless of how hard I tried to keep you happy, there was always something you could pick on. True, some of those times you were right and I lived in a beautiful house and had new clothes, but it was hardly the fairytale you describe. I loved you and I wanted to spend time with you — that's the only reason I stayed for so long. You talk about all the stuff you bought me — the clothes that are now 10 years old have little value. What I value more are the things I learned to do (and not to do) by being around you. You have taught me well and many of those lessons are EFTA_R1_00453169 EFTA01970847 invaluable. I used to crumble and cry the moment you raised your voice, but over the years I learned to deal with endless criticism, verify information and spot bullshit (among other things of course). J.E.U. is a great school for those who can handle it. You seem to forget I've been through it and I know you, your routines and patterns better than anyone else. Your successful use of tricks makes me smile because I can appreciate how clever you are. I am even kind of proud of you for getting away with them, I am just amazed when you try the same old tricks on me. Promising your girls apartments, shopping sprees, cars, money and security forever is second nature for you. Dangling those carrots as long as possible and then playing into the girls' insecurity by making them feel stupid for 'misunderstanding' the terms of those promises is cute. Clever. And if I weren't on the receiving end, I'd give you credit. But please...you can't actually be attempting to put me in the same bracket. I didn't misunderstand. I remember. We both do, so I don't understand what you are trying to accomplish with all this arguing. Is this really worth it? We used to get along, we could have continued to be great friends, but this is not fun. The way your treated me in Paris was completely unjustified. There were times in the past I may have deserved that, but I did nothing wrong this time. A week before the Europe trip I flew to lsj and we had a nice time. All of a sudden you started treated me badly, lied about schedule, spoiling my birthday trip, guests, left me no place to stay in paris, lied about apartment, and when I asked why, you yelled and said things you can never take back. That's not ok. So yes, my emails sound resentful, I am very disappointed and unfortunately I am not able or willing to come up with more excuses for your actions. There simply aren't any. You hold a special place in my life and at the same time I find this behavior sad and indefensible so I am conflicted about how to address it. I don't want to fight with you but I am not going to forget about the carrots, keep paying the price, losing opportunities and walk away as if everything was ok. It's not. I am still waiting for you to realize that and do the right thing. And btw, I still eat popcorn for my main meal. Fro • fir i v i n mail.com> To: Sent: Monday, May 27, 2013 3:58 PM Subject: I will gladly respond to you when you finally decide to communicate and make resquests of me as a friend, a friend to whom I suggest you should be thankful , and not As it appears highly resentful . not complaining , EFTA_R1_00453170 EFTA01970848 whining,expecingt - demanding -accuse,- expect,- deride- admonish. I It sorrily appears you have forgotten, that when I first met you , you had not even a high school education. You and I organized a GED, you had driving lessons, horseback riding lessons, cooking lessons, photography lessons, flying lessons. psychologists, doctors. dentists , plastic surgeons., and more, you only owned a couple of worn out dresses and a tooth brush, eating popcom for your main meal. . your closets now are full, coats bags, shoes. toys . I tried to teach you aesthetics,some you have teamed , you have traveled. seen things, that few people ever get to see . however, Instead of being thankful , and recognizing the obvious fact that of your life in the past , where most things have gone right, it never would have happened without my help ,encouragement and support. however you merely continue to irriationaly demand a free living and to focus your attention on the 5% that has not gone exactly as you would have preferred, You rightly point out that the bad press is a problem, at the same time ignoring the fact that the gulfstream gid that you so enjoy has been made in lam part psosible by the very same person you now blame for her hardships.. I woudl like to imagine that that you would have done quite well without my help. but frankly, so far , it doesn;t really appear that way, does it. ? You have great faith in your abilities, so do I . Its time you prove yourself. I cherish the good times we had, you have forgotten it seees that You walked out three years ago. ,and this, only after a year of your emotional tirades , dramas jealousies. . Emails galore recount your unreafistc demands and overblown expectations . taking no repsonsblity is metnioned over 50 times. Your expectations of what you are owed by me and the world i sugggest needs serious revision / You wanted your parents to clean up your dog shit ,and . when they had had enough, you thought of them as unreasonable. You have been taken care of for years now, almost as many years as when we were together, your rent has been paid you have been given money without strings, and the ugly fact is that after all you have been given, you find it still difficult to make it on your own . You studied hard and became a pilot. congragulations , it is difficutl to imagine that you could have done that or most of the things you have been able to achieve , ( and not given adequate thanks for.) without my support, but again continue to choose to ignore those gifts of friendship and drone on about your difficulties.. You now blame me for most that is wrong with your life. sending me only emails that point out the negatives. Ignoring as always ,the role that you , yourself actually played, I am grateful for your past support and have demonstrated it overhwhelmingly . I am aware that your inability to see things as they really are is both a strength and weakness, as Anorexia is a result of someone looking in the mirror and seeing themselves in a way hat does not purport with reality, It is difficult to convince them that they are thin, . almost impossible, no matter what the scale or anyone else says they tend to believe what they want. you prefer to consider yourself a victim of my decisions instead of dealing with reality. you quit . I suggest that you carefully consider your response and its tone *********************************************************** The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of Jeffrey Epstein Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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