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To: From: Jeffrey Epstein Sent Sun 12/12/2010 7:04:42 PM Subject Re: you pontificate from a place that has no basis in experience or education. get over iit. - I told you that you needed to focus your attention on the real, as opposed to a tried and true method designed to fail. took my maidenhood. allows it to sound like a received something„ you spent no time in focusing on anything except your naive provincial ideas. giving away little but always wanting , it fact you took your life and threw most of it away , all the while paying no attention to me trying to stop it On Sun, Dec 12, 2010 at 12:59 PM, wrote: honestly jeffrey my perspective on you and I and what was possible was always different from yours I think. From the chime of your email, I take that you wanted me to develop a career for myself that would lead me to independence. I'd put it that I wanted to develop my self and from that establish a position , do something of value, something that brought value to others. On the contrary, you always told me there was a short cut to success and that I shouldn't ever work for anyone other than you, that it didn't make sense. This was the dominant thesis for the better pan of ten years. And though with initial resistance, a resistance that is once again fundamental , i took on and advocated your template of thought. My perspective came from that of a woman who quite simply was in love with you and saw you as that type of partner, not as a prize in need of buying, something much more real and simple. In my eyes, and the eyes of many others you took my maidenhood and in exchange for that there was some contribution on your part to assist me in cultivating the greater part of my life. A different kind of humaneness is invoked I suppose. I may well be completely wrong with this, but in the spirit of abject honesty, to be quite frank, I don't think your antics serve you and I never wholeheartedly did. It is ironic that you eulogize those that support it and contribute to it, but on your most intimate level , a place that I'd venture to say, I may well have touched, I think it leaves you feeling depleted. Balance and equilibirim in life is essential for wholeness and the move in Paris, though I remain sorry for any behavior on my part that engendered negativity, aniliated that sense. To have it yes, no doubt, you need it but I think you also need a caring that is different from that which you perpetually seek, both pleasure and emotional security in the long run are better when they are not bought. i might well be wrong with all of this, in fact happy to be wrong. that is ok. I think you are an extraordinary person, and always hold you as nothing other than most special and' truly wonderful! ' On Dec 9, 2010, at 5:28 AM, Jeffrey Epstein wrote: at the turn of the milenium, you told me you wanted to change your life , you asked for money to help you, you took it and bought craig a watch, a year later after refusing to go to school becauseit wwould take too long. you enrolled in EFTA_R1_00207352 EFTA01830863  silly classes. you took money and gave it to lydia, you then took money so that someone would be seen to buy your book, you then took money and went with rory to st tropez, you then took money and went to india to finally decide on your future, as you thought it needed a change, you then moved to scotland to work on paper shuffling, taking more silly classes, though i continued to say skill building, you then decided califomia would give you time to get your life in order, that was last year, you took money and vacationed in calif with friends„ you then told me you needed mony in order to have a base, you then went to italy „ you then went on holiday with your parents, you then said you were serious about helping, and like usual , disrupted a meeting because i referred to you as sweetie, made a fool of yourself in paris , focusing on what you want , sending me emails about how i don't understand how much you have done„ llyears of the same story, it s all about you. laying in bed taking , not giving, I have been a devoted friend , and have been there for a very long time, I have tried to help your brother , sister, and you, you always have beleiveed that there was a short cut to success. and you were clever enough to find it. your true talents , thoughtfulness ,caring, ( i remener you cahnging the vomit bucket for your grandfather, ) have been focused on you you you you and you. *************************** ****** ************************** The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. 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