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From: Sent: Friday, March 24, 2017 3:45 PM To: jeffrey E. Subject: Re: II giorno =ri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 3:26 PM <mailto > ha scritto: But so we will never see each other again even when you come to Eur=pe ? II giorno Fri, Mar 24,=2017 alle 2:24 AM <1=» ha scritto: <mailto I cannot sl=ep. Also with all the goodwill it's impossible to stay positive. I thi=k I'm going to move to the countryside, I cannot live in a city anymor=. I need a family and someone taking care of me. The only person I wanted =o be with doesn't even want to see me. I feel anxious, lonely, sad and=heartbroken all at the same time II giorno Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 2:05 AM <> ha scritto: I also have to leave my apartment in 2 weeks and have no p=ace where to stay, 5 luggages, no revenue to rent an other apartment... wo= tell the photographer that you really want to learn and are willin= to work harder than anyone hes ever seen, . I only wish=you well. <=iv class="m_- 1166470038156824871m_2008939992220736234m_33275995020988123=9m_-2047312389825636044m_- 946890848324566587m_4605135208431940395m_605094=055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg">do as you wish, i will not be=there. if i were you i wouldnt spend any money on anything but=essentials. . i do not intend to give you any more=money. . I will be in europe for most of the next three =eeks. I wish you luck , On Thu, Mar 23, 2017=at 7:15 PM, wrote: I'm bo=king my flight to NY <=iv class="m_- 1166470038156824871m_2008939992220736234m_33275995020988123=9m_-2047312389825636044m_- 946890848324566587m_4605135208431940395m_605094=055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg">II giorno Thu, Mar EFTA_R1_01441380 EFTA02402997 23, 2017 alle 11:34 PM= <mailto » h= scritto: Jeffrey for now with no deg=ee I can only get internships in good companies thanks to my contacts in o=der to learn, not real jobs. Everyone I ask for a paid job tell me I need =o finish my degree, except for you ( you don't want to hire me as well=or help me find one) ! All the internships/jobs good or bad I did since no= I've always found them alone by myself. After asking everyone I know =or a "real" paid job as you said the only options I have without=a degree are: waitress, cleaner, babysitter or sales girl. I can't fin= any useful skills I can learn in those jobs that I haven't already le=rned before like being on time, humility and respect and no growth in a sp=cific field of my interest. The only thing I see myself in is in the Art i=dustry but you don't consider it as a "real job" . I find my=elf completely trapped in a situation where I can't find a way o=t and don't see a future... Sorry if I'm writing you this bu= I'm panicking II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:56 PM =It <mailto > ha scritto: It's not whining, it's the truth II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017=alle 8:54 PM > ha scritto:<=r class="m_- 1166470038156824871m_2008939992220736234m 332759950209881238=m -2047312389825636044m - 946890848324566587m_- 1605135208431940395m_6050947=55122833337m_3364104967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_- 116647003=156824871m_2008939992220736234m 3327599502098812389m_-2047312389825636044m=- 946890848324566587m_4605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337gmail_msg gm=il_msg"> You didn Ht reply to my message II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:53 PM Jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gm=il.com> ha scritto: Whining On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 3:48 PM > wrote: if I was smart and beautiful as you said I would be alrea=y successful and you would probably be with me instead of ignoring me. I d=n't even have a degree now II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 1:49 PM= <mailto > ha scritto: I'm sure you might t=ink that photography is not a real job but it can turn into one if I do it=well. At the beginning I will earn no money with it since I have to learn =nd I will probably need to work in a shop or something to earn some money.=My question is how do I learn by assisting a photographer if I work in a s=op all 2 EFTA_R1_01441381 EFTA02402998 day ?? How can I earn money to pay my rent and living and in the sa=e time learn a new skill in order to grow in that specific field ? Ism=not sure how I should manage this... II giorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 8:4= PM <mailto > ha scritto: Ps: I am meeting wi=h Jean Baptiste Huynh the photographer on Friday ( we went at his studio t=gether once ). I think he is the perfect base to start with if I want to l=arn about photography specially for the use of light. He is excellent in t=is and I could learn a lot from him. I love his work II giorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 3:59 PM > ha scritto: I am trying to do things differently in order to grow, b=ild my identity and stand up on my own two feet as I said... You are the o=e person that has always been there for me and the only one I could really=rely on. I just didn't expect you would let me go like this after ever=thing... I would like to do something for you to show you my gratitude. I =now I've lost a lot of time, patience of yours, credibility and made m=ny mistakes by repeating the same wrong path over and over- I apologize fo= this. I will never be thankful enough. Thanks to you I've learned so =any things that without your support I would have probably never known. Yo= taught me so much about life and myself that I can only be thankful with =ou. I want to make you happy and I'm sorry I've disappointed you. =t's by falling that one learns to walk and thanks to all of these mist=kes that I have done over and over I've finally cleared up my mind andrunderstood what are my real goals ( for real ) These are my goals: 1. Photography: Learning photography because it's my real p=ssion ( after Jeffrey ) and I have an eye for it. Starting by becoming a p=otographer's assistant in order to master a camera, the light and lear= all the basics. 2. Next: being represented by Next as an =nfluencer not just because of my name but as a professional photographer a=d promote my work or fashion brands. 3. Acting classes ( i= possible) 4. Train regularly and keep a healthy lifestyle=tdiv> I will work hard in order to ac=ieve these goals. I love you so much Jeffrey, I just want to make you happy and=if there is anything I can give you or do for you please let me know. I me=n it. II giorno Tue, Mar 21, 2017 alle 1:06 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]» ha scritto: https://finance.yahoo.com/news/fo=mer-google-career-coach-shares- 192457773.html <https://finance.yahoo.com/news/former-google-career-coach-share=-192457773.html> =C2* . 14>=A0 instead of recognition of your responsibility , and ackowle=gment of your wrongdoing. you continue to whine - poor m= . how could you?. . to your family and me. .4>=A0 instead of keeping your word. , email after email 3 EFTA_R1_01441382 EFTA02402999 saying4).=AO NOW i realize that i must do somethings differently, = promise i will change , try etc. you continue on your o=n repeated path again and again. . I only wish you=well. you want to be an influencer , you must excercise. . you=know that , but eat instead. . you want to be a model =ou should probably do as most girls do and get their noses redone for phot=s. . . you didnt want a part time job, though temporaryy=for fear of it becoming your life. all silly. you are =mart and beautiful. you need to work On Tue, Mar 21, 2017 at 7:10 AM, > wrote: I ha=e never thought you would abandon me like this, ever. please note The information contained in this communica=ion is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the us= of the addressee. It is the property of Unauth=rized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any par= thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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