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From: IIIMIlaSiiia Sent: Friday, March 24, 2017 1:00 AM To: jeffrey E. Subject: Re: Life is horrible II giorno Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:51AM >=ha scritto: And if he says yes but it's not paid for th= first months ? I've got 4 months to live ( rent and living), then l&#=9;m dead. During these months that I have worked at Alija I've ne=er went out once, I have no more social life and totally isolated myself f=om everyone. I'm only 22 and I feel I've completely lost my youth =nd my joy for life. tell the photographer that yo= really want to learn and are willing to work harder than anyone hes ever =een, . I only wish you well. On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 8:40 PM, crnailto:i ' ' > wrote: You wish me luck but you didn't =C24elanswer at my message on what and how I should do for the job ? I hav= more the impression that you wish me the worse II giorno Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:35 AM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: do as you wish= i will not be there. if i were you i wouldnt spen= any money on anything but essentials. . i do not =ntend to give you any more money. . I will be in europe =or most of the next three weeks. I wish you luck , On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 7:15 PM, <mailto > wrote: I'm booking =y flight to NY <=iv class="gmail_quote m_-946890848324566587m_- 1605135208431940395m_60509=7055122833337gmail_msg gmail m "> II iorno Thu M=r 23, 2017 alle 11:34 PM <mailto: > ha scritto: Jeff=ey for now with no degree I can only get internships in good companies tha=ks to my contacts in order to learn, not real jobs. Everyone I ask for a p=id job tell me I need to finish my degree, except for you ( you don't =ant to hire me as well or help me find one) ! All the internships/jobs goo= or bad I did since now I've always found them alone by myself. After =sking everyone I know for a "real" paid job as you said the only=options I EFTA_R1_01441040 EFTA02402859 have without a degree are: waitress, cleaner, babysitter or sale= girl. I can't find any useful skills I can learn in those jobs that l=haven't already learned before like being on time, humility and respec= and no growth in a specific field of my interest. The only thing I see my=elf in is in the Art industry but you don't consider it as a "rea= job" . I find myself completely trapped in a situation where l=can't find a way out and don't see a future... Sorry if I I-=;m writing you this but I'm panicking II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:56 PM mailto: ha scritto: It's not whining, it's the truth II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:54 ha scritto: You didn't reply to my message II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:53 PM Jeffrey =. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> =gt; ha scritto: Whining=/div> On Thu, Mar 23, 2017=at 3:48 PM wrote: if I was smart and beautiful as you said I would be a=ready successful and you would probably be with me instead of ignoring me.=I don't even have a degree now II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 1:49 PM ha sc=itto: =blockquote class="gmail_quote m_-946890848324566587m_- 160513520843194039=m_6050947055122833337m_3364104967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_=946890848324566587m_-1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337gmail_msg gma=l_msg" style="margin:0 0 0 .8ex;border-left:lpx #ccc solid;padding-left:=ex"> I'm sure you =ight think that photography is not a real job but it can turn into one if = do it well. At the beginning I will earn no money with it since I have to=learn and I will probably need to work in a shop or something to earn some=money. My question is how do I learn by assisting a photographer if I work=in a shop all day ?? How can I earn money to pay my rent and living and in=the same time learn a new skill in order to grow in that specific field ? ='m not sure how I should manage this... II giorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 8:48 PM scritto: =t; ha 2 EFTA_R1_01441041 EFTA02402860  Ps: I am=meeting with Jean Baptiste Huynh the photographer on Friday ( we went at h=s studio together once ). I think he is the perfect base to start with if = want to learn about photography specially for the use of light. He is exc=llent in this and I could learn a lot from him. I love his work II giorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 3:59 PM ha scritto: I am trying to do things differently in order to grow, build m= identity and stand up on my own two feet as I said... You are the one per=on that has always been there for me and the only one I could really rely =n. I just didn't expect you would let me go like this after everything=.. I would like to do something for you to show you my gratitude. I know I=#39;ve lost a lot of time, patience of yours, credibility and made many mi=takes by repeating the same wrong path over and over- I apologize for this= I will never be thankful enough. Thanks to you I've learned so many t=ings that without your support I would have probably never known. You taug=t me so much about life and myself that I can only be thankful with you. l=want to make you happy and I'm sorry I've disappointed you. It'=s by falling that one learns to walk and thanks to all of these mistakes t=at I have done over and over I've finally cleared up my mind and under=tood what are my real goals ( for real ) These are my goals: 1. Photography: Learning photography because it's=my real passion ( after Jeffrey ) and I have an eye for it. Starting by be=oming a photographer's assistant in order to master a camera, the ligh= and learn all the basics. 2. Next: being represented by Next as an influencer n=t just because of my name but as a professional photographer and promote m= work or fashion brands. 3. Acting classes ( if possible) 4. Train regularly and keep = healthy lifestyle I w=II work hard in order to achieve these goals. I love you so much Jeffrey, I just want to make you happy and if the=e is anything I can give you or do for you please let me know. I mean it.<=r class="m_-946890848324566587m_- 160513520F3431940395m_605094705512283333=m_3364104967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_- 946890848324566587m_=1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg"> <=iv class="m_-946890848324566587m_- 1605135208431940395m_60509470551228333=7m_3364104967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_- 946890848324566587m=-1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg"> II giorno Tue, Mar 21, 2017 alle 1=06 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <[email protected]» ha scritto: https://finance.yahoo.cominews/former=google-career-coach-shares- 192457773.html <https://finance.yahoo.cominews/former-google-=areer-coach-shares-192457773.html> it>=A0 . 1 i=stead of recognition of your responsibility , and ackowledgmen= of your wrongdoing. you continue to whine - poor me . h=w could you?. . to your family and me. . ins=ead of keeping your word. , email after email saying NOW=i realize that i must do somethings differently, I promi=e i will change , try etc. you continue on your own repe=ted path again and again. . I only wish you well.=C24> you want to be an influencer, you must excercise. . you know =hat , but eat instead. . you want to be a model you sh=uld probably do as most girls do and get their noses redone for 3 EFTA_R1_01441042 EFTA02402861 photos. .=C2* . you didnt want a part time job, though temporaryy for =ear of it becoming your life. all silly. you are smart=and beautiful. you need to work rote: I have never thought you would abandon me like this, ever= please =ote The info=mation contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileg=d, may const=tute inside information, and is intende the use of the addressee. It is the p=operty of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any par= thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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