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From: jeffrey E. <[email protected]> Sent: Frida , March 10, 2017 9:28 AM To: Subject: Re: I'm sending you some money to smooth your journey . I wish yo= all the best. Good luck On Thu, Mar 9, 2017 at 8:36 PM =/div> I understand=you being angry and disappointed at me, I won't try to make excuses fo= myself, I only want you to see things from my perspective and maybe get a=bit of what's going on. I am deeply frustrated for not being able to c=oose a life path and build a stable future for myself. It's part of my=personality to escape from things and blame outside circumstances, but dee= inside I know the problems are in my head. There is a huge range of possi=ilities ahead of me, and I realise I am lucky to be in a relatively good p=sition to pursue any of them, but I get dizzy, scared, confused and in the=end I'm somehow incapable of taking real steps into one of them. This =ear I have been working harder, I'm trying to manage my image more eff=ciently and I really did my best when interning for Alaia, but my men=al blockage is still there and I can't really see a way out of it. I k=ow you have given me directions, but I needed closer guidance and support.=l am not saying you owed it to me -you have done more than enough!-, or th=t your directions weren't good, but maybe I'm not as strong or as =mart as you are to succeed in life by myself, at least at this first stage= No one has the right to expect this from anyone, and as I said your monet=ry support is extraordinary. Whenever I've acted childishly or rebelli=us (I have trouble finding the right words) I was only hurt because I felt=you distant, cold or indifferent... I wanted to see you more often, talk t= you more, being able to share my dreams, my struggles and my fears. I end=d up driving you away when I only wanted you closer to me. I blame no one =ut myself, I should have been more open about my feelings and tried harder=to follow your advices, instead of rebelling against them if I didn't =eel you close enough. I know it now and I understand that you've lost =our patience with me. I sometimes loose hope on myself as well... I =nderstand it is up to me to solve my situation and stand up on my own feet= though I will rely on the directions you've given me with a new appro=ch. You won't be there anymore, and apart from the obvious economic in=onveniences, it is the certainty to have a sort of stable rock next to me =here I could rely on that I will miss more. I wanted to have you closer to=me, but not having you at all from now on will make me cherish what I had.=Thank you a thousand times for everything you've done for me. S/div> II giorno Thu, Mar 9,=2017 alle 3:26 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scri=to: = sent you to parties to university to China to calif to Italy to Paris to.=... and instead of gratitude I get accusations -instead of living up to ag=eement s. I hear how can you say things to me , instead of work , even par= time I hear now I want more school You lied to me about scho=l . You chose your own path re alia , acting director , hotel coste , mang=ni , and blame everyone for your situation - mother , me , etc =C2* please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of EFTA_R1_01903940 EFTA02657655  JEE Unauthorized use, disclosure or =opying of this communication or any part thereof is=strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you hav= received this communication in error, please notif= us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to <mailto:[email protected]> please note The information contai=ed in this communication is confidential, may be at=orney-client privileged, may constitute inside info=mation, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property o Unauthorized use, dis=losure or copying of this communication or any part=thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful.=lf you have received this communication in error, p=ease notify us immediately by </=iv> return e-mail or by e-mail to [email protected] <mailto:melusineruspoli@gma=l.com> = and destroy this comm=nication and all copies thereof, including all atta=hments. copyright -all rights reserved =C24, please note The information contained in this communic=tion is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constit=te inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addresse=. It is the property of JEE Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying =f this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and =ay be unlawful. If you have received this communication in error, pleas= notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to [email protected], and<=r>destroy this communication and all copies thereof, including all atta=hments. copyright -all rights reserved 2 EFTA_R1_01903941 EFTA02657656